Monthly Archives: June 2012

Fish In A Pond

Posted on June 30, 2012 by

Fish In A Pond Last night, after my wife and I had gotten done making love, I held her and she held me. I could feel the little ones rising – feeding off that comfort and warmth.  Coming to the … Continue reading →

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Escape From the Island: Puerto Rico Last Year

Posted on June 29, 2012 by

(The following is a true story, strange as it sounds.  I think we are ready; we have ‘got done’ processing it, or as much as we can without writing.  WE have found out more information over the past year.  And … Continue reading →

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The Sandusky Trial – A Survivor’s Point of View

Posted on June 21, 2012 by

Read this: The Grand Jury Report. This is the real deal: A PDF file which details each victim’s (and Sandusky’s) official testimony and trial Read this: What Sandusky has said about child rape allegations The Defense Read this: ‘The Sandusky … Continue reading →

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Father’s Day

Posted on June 17, 2012 by

I’ve realized I don’t talk about my father much.  For those of you who have good or cherished relationships with your dads – congratulations.  I would say I miss having one with him, but you can’t miss something you never … Continue reading →

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Teaching Sex Education

Posted on June 13, 2012 by

If you’ve read my previous post, you know I’ve had to address sexual education with my grandsons, ages 9 and 12 (soon to be 13).  As an abuse survivor, I find it disturbing, but as a grandparent who loves his … Continue reading →

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Kids, Love, Sex, Education

Posted on June 11, 2012 by

The grandkids came over which led to a weekend I’d rather forget and ignore.  I don’t know what it is about these grandkids – any kids! – that they feel I am someone I can talk to.  Maybe it’s because … Continue reading →

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The Lineage Project

Posted on June 7, 2012 by

It’s been almost one year, and still I haven’t finished “The Lineage Project”.  Heck, I’ve barely begun!  To scratch the surface is like scratching my mind – not my head, mind you (ignoring the puny pun in there) – but … Continue reading →

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DID: Examples and Superman

Posted on June 6, 2012 by

Here’s a good example of what happens when you’ve got DID (aside from the fact that I’m typing this as I’m watching television – and actually paying attention to both, LOL!) – you’ve got what’s called “littles”.  Littles are childhood … Continue reading →

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When the Father Becomes the Son

Posted on June 4, 2012 by

If you don’t know me by now, welcome to the world of DID where everything is in reverse some of the time, like Alice looking into the Looking Glass Mirror.  Where age doesn’t mean a thing, size and gender don’t … Continue reading →

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Defusing

Posted on June 3, 2012 by

Anger, rage, and DID; the whole ‘child abuse’ thing which sorta split me . . . and ‘us’ . . . We’re ‘defusing’ and working at it hard.  Part of our rage is directed at our wife; it’s from some … Continue reading →

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