Category Archives: Matthew

Missing Time


It’s come more and more to our attention that we are missing some time.  Maybe even years.  This would explain some “distortions” in our timeline; our confusion sometimes about when what happened where . . . You see, this is … Continue reading

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DID: When Is It A Disorder, Diagnosis, or Disease?


We are going to take another stab at this subject – and hopefully a less ‘wandering’ and more rational one than last time.  We feel it is important that people should know the difference – both ‘normal’ folks (singletons and/or … Continue reading

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Random: 09292011.1642


(LO quiet laffing going on . . . check out that date.  And yah – we’re a Star Trek fan, BTW … Matthew here So … What if when you die you suddenly wake up to someone unbuckling your body … Continue reading

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Joining the Human Race


Everybody says I’m different.  They all do: my family, my friends, my (ex) co-workers – everyone.  “Skilled and intelligent”, “laid back and easy going” – these are a few of the words I’ve heard used. My daughter once told me … Continue reading

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Goodbye – for a While


We must leave tomorrow – leaving the North American continent and flying far South of here to rescue a man. We shall be gone for a long while – three weeks – at which time we will return, bringing this … Continue reading

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Long Strange Day . . .


It’s been a long strange day, though it started last night with the winds howling upwards of fifty and sixty miles an hour.  A storm blew through – racing across the countryside like a landslide; flattening everything in its path.  … Continue reading

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No More Hugs


No More Hugs (Written for Tokoni 07/31/2009) When I was seven years old I did something for reasons I can only guess at, and about which I harbor certain regrets – but in some ways don’t regret at all. It … Continue reading

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My Mom and Men


My mom has a hatred of men that extends far into her early childhood, stemming from the abuse she suffered at the hands of her stepfather.  She has always expressed this hatred of men in many, many ways, most of … Continue reading

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“The Boy” Chapters 1 – 3


 (This is from the book we are soon to be publishing….if anything, this novel could be said to contain the hearts, souls, trials, tribulations and conflicted emotions of both our souls, Matthew and little Mikie.  Written for public entertainment … … Continue reading

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Protected: Bad Dad on the Ship of Fools . . .


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