Category Archives: MKULTRA

Escape From the Island: Puerto Rico Last Year


(The following is a true story, strange as it sounds.  I think we are ready; we have ‘got done’ processing it, or as much as we can without writing.  WE have found out more information over the past year.  And … Continue reading

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Father’s Day


I’ve realized I don’t talk about my father much.  For those of you who have good or cherished relationships with your dads – congratulations.  I would say I miss having one with him, but you can’t miss something you never … Continue reading

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DID Detectives: Tricks of the Mind


It was while we were in Puerto Rico this last summer that we became aware that there was ‘someone’ playing mind tricks on us – and it wasn’t just from ‘outside’.  It was an insider one as well.  And we … Continue reading

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Memories Remembered and Never Forgot


Memory is a funny thing: it is malleable, and prone to err.  Add to that people’s tendency towards projecting their own assumptions, perceptions, and emotions upon an event – or an event not wholly glimpsed or heard – and you … Continue reading

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So – You Wanna Believe in Conspiracy Theories


Okay, here goes. If you’ve been following my blog at all, you know that it appears I was . . . well, I dunno.  Can’t call it an “abduction”, nor can I call it kidnapping; in a way you can’t … Continue reading

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ABUSE PHOTOS: Or How I Got Abused for Being Abused


As promised, abuse photos. This photo shows what we looked like a week after we got home … we’d recovered about ten pounds of the thirty pounds we’d lost after being starved in Puerto Rico by this “MKULTRA” trainer/handler dude … Continue reading

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Missing Records: Conspiracy or Coincidence?


We’ve been getting quite a laugh here lately as we pursue the case of our missing records.  Here’s the tale. Yesterday we went about trying to get the incident report from the Sheriff’s office pertaining to the time when they … Continue reading

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While On Our Voyage of Self-Discovery


We made a lot of discoveries during our trip to PR. We found that male survivors are still cast aside, ignored, and put down.  We found NO ONE is willing to help them – not the law, not their families, … Continue reading

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Where We’ve Been


We’ve been busy . . . with LIFE.  You know that thing: things to do, people to see.  Life gets busy around here some of the times, and lately for a lot of good reasons.  Indeed, today I (and we) … Continue reading

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Just The Facts, Ma’am


Just the facts. On June 23rd we arrived in Puerto Rico to enjoy the island and save our brother-in-law’s marriage. By June 25th we were ‘trapped’ in an iron cage by our friend. By June 28th we’d learned enough Spanish … Continue reading

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