Category Archives: Stories of Child Abuse

Stories from a male childhood abuse survivor’s past

The Room.


Imagine a room.  It’s about ten by twelve feet square.  It’s a normal sort of bedroom – window on one side, double hung with curtains and a shade, and next to it, tucked into one corner, a massive desk sort … Continue reading

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DID, Stories, and Symbols


We are a very symbolic being apparently.  We’ve come to realize it’s one of our ‘tricks’ – a ‘trick of the mind’ kind of thing.  And once again it’s become very apparent.  So apparent that even the wife’s picked up … Continue reading

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The New Jihad: Screwing Little Boys


If you haven’t heard already,  some 4th graders were charged with attempted rape.  You can click on the link to read the article, but it’s not this story which upsets me.  It’s the comments which have been made. At the … Continue reading

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“The Boy” Chapters 1 – 3


 (This is from the book we are soon to be publishing….if anything, this novel could be said to contain the hearts, souls, trials, tribulations and conflicted emotions of both our souls, Matthew and little Mikie.  Written for public entertainment … … Continue reading

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Protected: Bad Dad on the Ship of Fools . . .


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Why Cut?


Why Cut?  This is from a Tokoni post I wrote back on 06/10/2009.  (lol – just noticed: NOT so long ago …. hmmm.) Cutting.  How to explain?  Especially to one who does not understand?  The best answer I could ever … Continue reading

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Protected: Insights on Matthew


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“The Boy” – Religious Symbolisms Continued


As we continue to go through “our proof”* – meaning the ‘Proof’ copy of our book prior to us authorizing release of this thing – we have found more and more religious symbolisms – meanings within words; and meanings within … Continue reading

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Harlow’s Monkeys


Harlow’s Monkeys (Tokoni 05/27/2009) A comment received caused me to pause and reflect on the psychological behaviors indicated in my story “Marrying the Girl Next Door”. The comment put me into a ‘thinking mode’ because I realize my answer was … Continue reading

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“The Boy” – Symbology within Symbology, in a Religious View


I was quite surprised when I found a religious symbology in that novel we’ve been writing; then again, I’m learning (quite slowly and often with enlightened laughter) – don’t be surprised by anything anymore.  Nothing that I’m doing – though … Continue reading

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