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The Human Guinea Pigs


My dad used us as guinea pigs, my brother and I.  He used a laboratory technique, maintaining one child as a control, and the other to experiment on.  But the fact is, he experimented on us both. I remember my … Continue reading

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Cult, Culture, or Conspiracy?


Who are you?  What defines you?  Your values, your morals, your judgements?  Those inner voices whispering to you . . . the ideas of the id and ego. For the most part they are formed by the society around you; … Continue reading

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DID & Me: The Funky Chicken


“DID isn’t that different from regular folks,” I keep telling myself.  Or ‘selves’.  Or parts and sides.  Or trying to . . . We’re well aware here the last few days – or has it already been a week? – … Continue reading

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Everyone is DID


Everyone is DID, at least a bit.  You have to be.  Those ‘masks‘ you wear to work, that home-time persona – the lover in the darkness, the player with the kids: all ‘aspects’ (in a way) of a DID system. … Continue reading

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DID & Me: Mystery Triggers – An Example


DID can be a pesky thing sometimes.  This is because parts of your life may be hidden from you.  Other ‘parts’ of yourself may be stuck back in time – seeing things and realizing things with old fashioned notions, feelings, … Continue reading

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A Post On the Post Before


I don’t know what to think.  I don’t know how many times I’ve had to say that before.  Even my wife agrees with me.  She doesn’t know what to think, either. But that’s okay.  I’ve decided to add to my … Continue reading

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The Bunkers


My mind has been going back to the bunkers a lot here the past few days.  I guess you could say they were the bunkers us kids played in; I was a child, less than 13 or so – about … Continue reading

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The Wife Asks Why


This is about and from some random stuff we know and/or has/had happened in the past few days/week or so.  (Our life is much ‘busier’ and has a LOT more happening in it than we have in these posts of … Continue reading

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DID Detectives: Tricks of the Mind


It was while we were in Puerto Rico this last summer that we became aware that there was ‘someone’ playing mind tricks on us – and it wasn’t just from ‘outside’.  It was an insider one as well.  And we … Continue reading

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2011: Things Learned


This has been a very busy year.  We have learned a lot, made many self-discoveries; gone on the Adventure of our Lifetimes (thus far, anyway) – had a ‘religious’ experience beyond belief of the normal world; disassembled and came back; … Continue reading

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