A Note on The Graphic for “Little House of Horrors”

Here is the graphic in question:

This is the big picture:

This Is Where We Kept Mikie for Many Long Years

We were in trouble – this was in the late 90’s.  Our ‘system’ was attacking – trying to ‘kill’ our inner child(ren).  His pain and shame has gotten too much to bear.  We were highly suicidal; our arms are laced with scars now from that period.

So M3 commanded us to ‘make a place’ for him, our inner child.  And so we did.  The ground is frozen rocks; bitter dry snow drifts around him; ahead is the sea of loneliness; beyond the mountains of ice.  The sky represents another galaxy for him – a long far way away from us in hopes we won’t feel his pain; draw the Beast’s attention; for he above all others wants Mikie dead.

And we almost did ‘kill’ him.  We have other images to show: the Trial by the Crowd, with only the beaten Controller trying to save him.  Demons lurk in the walls.  But that is for a later time.

Until now.  We are only comfortable showing him now.  A little bit.

(M3 thinking hurting soft and sad ‘this poor child of mine’)

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About jeffssong

JW is an adult childhood abuse survivor with DID*. He grew up in a violent family devoid of love and affection. He is a military brat and veteran. He no longer struggles with that past. In 1976 JW began writing "The Boy". It took 34 years to complete. It is currently on Kindle (http://www.amazon.com/dp/B004T3IVKK ), or if you prefer hard copy, on Amazon ( http://www.amazon.com/Boy-J-W/dp/1461022681). JW resides somewhere in the deep South. He is disabled and living with family. Note: Please feel free to take what you need; all is free to all. With that in mind, keep it that way to others. Thank you. We have 3 Blogs - One for our younger days, 0-10 (The Little Shop of Horrors); one for our Teen Alter and his 'friends' (also alters) with a lot of poetry; and finally "my" own, the Song of Life (current events and things)
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