“The Boy” – Symbology within Symbology, in a Religious View

I was quite surprised when I found a religious symbology in that novel we’ve been writing; then again, I’m learning (quite slowly and often with enlightened laughter) – don’t be surprised by anything anymore.  Nothing that I’m doing – though it makes sense to me – makes no sense to any of the others – and the other way around.

Sometimes I find what I’m doing makes no sense to me.

And then I find out something different; using a different ‘point of view’ from a ‘point of view’ within.

So I find this thing: the religious side.  I’m a bit surprised (thinking I said that one already; I guess we were quite a bit surprised!) (Losing time and events again; we talked with the wife 15 min. today – then bam: gone.  Didn’t remember a thing.  Tells you how hard we’re working … this must be something important; this novel and things.  Just hope I ain’t fixin’ to die.  LO (nervous) L’ing.  That one … ya jus’ never know (we find ourself laughing, whistling past our own personal graveyard of living beings.)

Then I go and find symbology within the symbology we’ve written; it’s an almost subliminal thing.

We good in things like that one.

We noticed as we were writing notes on the symbology that we kept writing god/love or love=god or just god or just love … but in the way we were using it . . . and the way this story was saying it – it’s been specifically tailored for atheists as well, using ‘love’ for the word in terms of ‘god’ and vis versa.

Get the point?  I’m knowing / thinking we do.  And this one has a lot to say.

I never knew such things while I continue writing on this journal, this blog; this good friend of mine.  Nor when I sat down to write it (it was ‘entertainment’; meant for entertaining folks; not this thing.)  Now it has turned into something else entirely.

We are wondering.  We are bewildered.  And seeing God’s hand in this thing.

Help can come in such strange ways.

(Tags Used & Reason: “Family”: because we are one family; “Education” because we are learning things in this novel, about this novel, ourselves, god and mankind as well … too much to explain.  “JefferyW” because he is part of our family; and he is the who learned us how to sing (binding us all into love and one together while maintaining a separate mind – kinda like this human kind of society we have found ourself living in (how strange it all seems sometime!  Amazing us all at this thing!).  Lots of thought on that.

“Life” because we are the ones living; living it living life LARGE (LOL’ing going on!)
“Happiness” because we are getting it – one and all inside.  Hope you are getting this thing as well (happiness I mean; hoping that you will buy this book – but not pushing anything.  Wanting you to have it.  But I gotta eat some too. (See “Eating“).

“DID” and things because WE are a multiple being (and quite happy with it, thank you very much; don’t try changing anything.  If we are insane what does it matter?  We see you as insane, too.  But we are becoming happy; wondering: are you?)

“Matthew” and “Alters” because we are the ones who wrote this shit <–(Matthew talking).  For you and some others.  The list comes to mind: thanking all of them for helping all of US for thanking all of us for thanking THEM (LOL, endless circle of laughing going ’round) ….

Mikie for being so kind and generous with his thoughts and all: for him – for he is the one if we had not survived (us parts that were to become this one: the human child mind inside) – we (the other parts, including some of the grownup parts) wouldn’t be hear/here/hearing – wouldn’t even be here.

We’d of been off dead somewhere, a long long time ago.  For in Mikie lays the soul of our being; somewhere down below (bright light! Thinking squirrel type beings: those are called “The Gremlins”, Mikie, laughing and settling down.  You’ve all seen the movie sometime; I’m thinking he hasn’t.  We’ll have to watch it with him some time (we watched “Dark Crystal” a couple weeks ago, ‘holding him’ in our mind.)

Anyway, just wanted you to know.

We found something else that is interesting to us in this book of ours (so many others helped write it: thanking M1,2,3 – Elvis my man; god and things; other ‘beings’ inside me (Even the Beast had a spell at typing this thing – quite a lot, even!  He’s snickering somewhat evilly in my head).

Whut fun this is.  Whut a fun life we’ve had.

Even the ‘bad’ things – for we learned our lessons there.  (All grown up now! I’m thinkin’ & grinning at my ‘children’ standing there: proud chests thrown out (bare; they’re living on this island of ours; been swimming in the sand from the looks of things, LOL’ing – and now they’re giggling and running off … family ‘portrait’ time (we takes lots of them now; lovin’ this memory we have ..)

until later, kids.

B C’ing U soon!

(LOL’ing!!!  running off to join them … children one and all.)


About jeffssong

JW is an adult childhood abuse survivor with DID*. He grew up in a violent family devoid of love and affection. He is a military brat and veteran. He no longer struggles with that past. In 1976 JW began writing "The Boy". It took 34 years to complete. It is currently on Kindle (http://www.amazon.com/dp/B004T3IVKK ), or if you prefer hard copy, on Amazon ( http://www.amazon.com/Boy-J-W/dp/1461022681). JW resides somewhere in the deep South. He is disabled and living with family. Note: Please feel free to take what you need; all is free to all. With that in mind, keep it that way to others. Thank you. We have 3 Blogs - One for our younger days, 0-10 (The Little Shop of Horrors); one for our Teen Alter and his 'friends' (also alters) with a lot of poetry; and finally "my" own, the Song of Life (current events and things)
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