“The Boy” – Religious Symbolisms Continued

As we continue to go through “our proof”* – meaning the ‘Proof’ copy of our book prior to us authorizing release of this thing – we have found more and more religious symbolisms – meanings within words; and meanings within meanings; and then more meanings within.

“The Proof” – those words in ourselves – of ourselves – about ourselves – and everything (it seems!) – the ‘proof’ of what we are discovering in ‘this thing’* (our book) – things we never even meant to ‘put in there’.

After all, it was supposed to be a book ‘written for the masses’, meaning mass entertainment – NOT ‘this thing’ – this ‘religious self-meaning’ hidden within.

We are thinking all that we just wrote (the sentence above) contains even more hidden meanings (it does for US!) – but it is up to YOU to find what is there.  WE cannot do this thing for you.  Only YOU can.  (Free Choice and Free Decision and all that kind of things.)

In this book we have found:

The Story of Christ (though HE is unimportant sometimes; as are all things; WE believe Christ was just a Man who ‘got in touch’ with his own God – or was just born knowing That Thing within him.)  And then he tried to communicate Golden Lessons and got ‘shot down’ in return.  (we have bad feelings – not ‘bad’ – but a bad feeling (preconception? premosomething? – that this is to be our fate.  So sorry for you, too, and this thing should it come to be true.)

We found: The Story of Satan and his son (666) – and their relationship with each other; and their relation to all Mankind.

We also found God’s love for Satan and his sons (all of them, including you and me and women, too – it’s ain’t the sex things, folks: it’s the SOUL of a being that matters my loved ones (God is saying to me.  Sure I’m ‘mad’.  I’m insane.  Remember?  Thought I told you at the outset of this thing and this blog of mine.  Just in case you don’t understand.)

PS: see what they’ve said about ‘insane people of the past’ – in the pasts of ancient times.  So what.  We don’t care.  We’re gone and going to be ‘doing this thing’ anyway.  After all: it’s just a book.  Some words written for your entertainment.  If you don’t want to see anything behind that – that’s okay with us.  As long as you were entertained by it.  (It’s a: love story horror story thriller kinda thing with mystery and suspense and hatred – and ALL those mankind things …. children being abused; people who care for them – those who ‘walk on by’ kinda thing …. a tale of tales; a story of two, and a story of our mind (5 of them, we’re reckoning, but we may be wrong on that.  It appears there must have been at LEAST one more mind ‘working’ on this – we just don’t understand!  Must needs to feel; must needs to feel MORE on this sort of thing.)

We found “how Satan’s working” – and in some ways “what is to come.”  Nuff said on that sort of thing.

In the story of “The Boy” we’ve also found all mankind – his quirks and whims and ways of doing things: hiding behind Bibles and words; refusing to “look” beyond those things … and just “how” that kind of thing can be done.  (After all, WE are looking beyond those words and things (in this book) and FINDING all KINDS of things we never would have suspected being there if WE had not undergone our ‘conversion’ (with the help of Jeffery Our FRIEND) on  April 1st of this month (meaning in this year of ours; 1911 or 2011: it really doesn’t matter when.)

April Fools Day is every day to this one, we’re all thinking: and somehow a subtle sensation that this applies to ALL mankind.

Don’t know.  We’re gonna be thinking on this one awhile.  And we’ve still got a lot of work to do on finding this “proof” in the proof of things (meaning working on “the proof”copy of ours … our minds are all twisty in writing this thing, this sentence: proofs of proof in a proof copy of mine …. where is all this thing going??? Very confusing in this mind of minds; minds of minds of all.)

Dangit.  Gotta get working.  Gotta git laughing (like we always do!).  Finding humor in everything – even if it is a grim grimy sort of humor sometimes; sad sometimes; full of grief sometimes….

What we found:

You don’t need “god” to be happy – but it helps sometimes.

All you need is love (inside and out) – and then you will find ‘god’ – or make him.

After all: that’s what it’s all about (we’ve found).

More on that later: news at 11:00…..

just remember: news at 11:00 might be late sometimes.

(alright!  laughing my ass off again!  Until later; you have friends.

We all do.

We’ve been finding them in that book of ours.

(strange.  we wrote it for “JUST entertainment; a fiction novel of our pasts – and yet THERE WE are; they are; everything …. just an instant away; a heartbeat behind …. somewhere in those words….

comforting thought, that one.

C ya!  And L8ter!


About jeffssong

JW is an adult childhood abuse survivor with DID*. He grew up in a violent family devoid of love and affection. He is a military brat and veteran. He no longer struggles with that past. In 1976 JW began writing "The Boy". It took 34 years to complete. It is currently on Kindle (http://www.amazon.com/dp/B004T3IVKK ), or if you prefer hard copy, on Amazon ( http://www.amazon.com/Boy-J-W/dp/1461022681). JW resides somewhere in the deep South. He is disabled and living with family. Note: Please feel free to take what you need; all is free to all. With that in mind, keep it that way to others. Thank you. We have 3 Blogs - One for our younger days, 0-10 (The Little Shop of Horrors); one for our Teen Alter and his 'friends' (also alters) with a lot of poetry; and finally "my" own, the Song of Life (current events and things)
This entry was posted in Alters, Author, child abuse survivor, children, creative writing, DID, DID Advantages, dissociative identity disorder, Education, Happiness, JefferyW, Life, Marine Corps, Matthew, MPD, music, politics, PTSD, religion, social issues, social stigma, Stories of Child Abuse, survivor, The Boy, therapist, war and tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink.

Go Ahead. You were thinking . . . ?

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s